Broken Dreams

I see her in my dreams
I see her afloat in the lake as her beauty gleams
She's all that's on my mind
She's all that I wanted to find

As I walk towards her radiance
As I squint my eyes due to her brilliance
She calls my name, catching my attention
She smiles at me, hooking me into a spiritual ascension

But the light around her begins to dim
But the life around me begins to look grim
I begin to lose my calmness
I begin to doubt life's promise

Everything changes in a flash, hitting me like a thunderbolt
Everything in my life and dreams is gone in a revolt
I begin to wonder the meaning of this animous change
I begin to wonder the meaning of this life being so strange

We are not promised anything in life
But we are promised some happiness and some strife

Make the best out of broken dreams
For when a ravine is blocked, there are always little streams

The Battle Tonight

Tonight is the night
Tonight we shall fight
Conquer our fears and fright
Extinguish darkness and bring out the light

A long battle it shall be
But after this, we shall be free
Seeing our brothers and sisters cry with glee
Joyful, for freedom they can see

Prepare to mourn for the fallen
For God came to their callin'
Bravely fighting, never letting their spirits be stolen
Remember all, remember the befallen

A battle can be fought from outside or within
A battle from outside is only against your own kin
A battle from within is the act of cleansing your sin
You tell me which is more worthy of the win

Tonight is the night
Tonight we shall fight

Choose your battles wisely
For their are consequences to be unwisely

You will be missed...

When you feel you're broken inside
When all you want to say to the world is goodnight
When you're ready to give up and cave in
When you've got your shoulders heavy with the world's sin

When all you want is a shoulder to lean on and cry
When all you want is to spread your wings and fly
When you've really had enough that you want to quit
When you've reached to the point where suicide is what you want to commit

Just know that you are a beautiful soul deep inside
That it is okay to cry and to have cried
There really is no shame in saying I am tired and weak
Just remember that the future is never too bleak

Just know that you don't have to go through it all alone
That you don't have to create a wall and stay in your zone
There are others that you can share your pain with
Just remember that God created a special you and will never consider you as filth

So my dear friends, here amongst us or up in the Heavens looking down on us
Before making a fatal decision remember that there is always the option to discuss

Life is not a game and not a tool to play
Don't make the rest of us miss you dearly for your life is too precious to throw away

Betrayal of Love

Love is deeper than the seven seas.
Love makes me kneel down on my knees.
Love is deeper than the mind's intellect.
Love makes me feel a human most appropriate.

The heart has a voice that only lovers can hear.
The heart has love which houses no fear.
The heart is where love creates its abode.
The heart uses love as its secret code.

I have tasted love once.
It created such a beautiful nuance.
Mesmerized by its beauty and colour.
She captured my heart while I stared at her.

But love has its dear consequence.
I would have not loved if I was not full of ignorance.
For love tore me apart and shred my heart to pieces.
It continued and continued until it attained its wishes.

Now it left me with a broken heart.
That very broken heart, pierced with love's poison dart.
Now love, I will never again.
For the heart it needs to reside in, will never mend.

Oh My Love...

Oh my Love, the day I set my eyes on you, my heart skipped a beat.
I never knew my heart was so sensitive to accomplish such a feat.
I always thought that I would never be swayed by a woman's touch.
Yet I was proved wrong and now I see myself missing you very much.

Oh my Love, the day I asked you to spend some time together.
I still remember you looked radiant even when you were feeling under the weather.
We were sitting side by side watching the shining sun set.
I still envision the magical kiss when both our lips met.

Oh my Love, the day I asked for your hand in marriage.
You accepted and off we went in our carriage.
Blissful days I prepared to look forward to in our lives.
Days where together, we'd be dancing to joyous jives.

But fate played a cruel trick on my life.
And it stabbed my heart with a poisonous knife.
For one day you were next to me laughing and smiling.
And the next, you were gone, leaving me alone, dying.

My heart weeps for you day by day.
I wish for you to come back to stay.
You left my heart broken and torn to pieces
I pray to God, so my life ceases.

Oh my Love, the love that I once knew
Please come back to me, for I miss you.

Mind Battles Spirit

As I peer into your forest green eyes
I catch a glimpse of your soul which is under a disguise
My spirit's heart skips a beat
To which it feels it must retreat.

But, nay there is an attractive force
To which my spirit wishes to seek the source
And thus a battle ensues
To which the mind and the spirit devise their own ruse

The mind errs the side of safety
To which the spirit resolves to adversity
The mind doesn't want to play dangerously
While the spirit wants to play recklessly

But ever since I peered into your secretive soul
I've been haunted by love's ghastly ghoul
As to which the mind's relentless tactics succumbs
And so the spirit's promising ways triumphs

Instead of a secretive soul, I now see a serene soul
And so to win your heart and soul will be my life's ultimate goal

The Beast

The Beast inside me rages on and on
It tries to enrage me and use me as His pawn
Enticing me with His false promises
Using rage and revenge as His basis

During the day, thoughts of oppression crosses my mind
Trying to tear me apart and to cross the Line
Thoughts constantly racing, never-ending battle
Thoughts dangerous and truly fatal

During the night, the Angel of Death awaits
Tempting me with dreams, using them as bait
The Demon of Torture ignores my plea
As He constantly torments me to the point I wish to flee

As I Waken, my Reality becomes Virtuality
As I Look, my World becomes an Insanity
As I Speak, my Words decrease in Rationality
As I Think, my Thoughts are not in tune with my Mentality
As I Breathe, the Air around me decreases in Spirituality

The Beast wins for today
But tomorrow is another day

Senses

As I walk down this cold, lonely road
I tighten the grip around my old, winter coat.

The bitter wind and the frosty snow pummel me with their might
I briskly walk through the storm escaping in quick flight.

Out of the foggy and blurry view
I see a shape of an abode peering at me as a clue.

As I approach this mystery of a home
I begin to sense that I am not alone.

As I rap on the front door three times to announce my presence,
I smell the aroma of a sweet and burning essence.

The smell becomes so overpowering that I see a nymph in front of Me.
The Light of the nymph excites my eyes, giving me emotions of eternal Glee
As she utters words in an unknown, yet mesmerizing language, I drop to my Knees
She approaches me slowly as she brushes my cheeks with her delicate fingers, giving me her heart's Key
She moves in and locks my heart with hers with the Kiss, as He and She become We.

We become enveloped in a vortex of Love.
Our ordinary bodies converge into a heavenly Dove.

Flying up into the Garden of Bliss
Forever...with the union of the Kiss